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Hunters: Parent Planning (Original Edit)

Apr. 14th, 2008 | 12:18 am

This is the fifth story, and direct sequel to "Deception". This is when I start to reveal more about the past and how the powers came about. Its not very good in terms of revealing. Most of this won't even make it in the new edit, especially them getting gear and such.

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Hunters: Deception (Original Edit)

Apr. 14th, 2008 | 12:12 am

Fourth story in the series. This one I really want to rewrite and do a much better job. Delilah is supposed to be a pretty bad ass in her own right, with mental control and image control, much like one of the girls on Heroes (although I will point out, I had the idea first). I also wanted there to be more development with her and Ace, as well, this was supposed to be Ace's first relationship in the series. I also wanted to write a lot better with Ace being under her control better. I don't like that it necessarily has him "waking" up to there have been a fight and such, especially injuring Kat. I did it because well Ace is the main character and its somewhat from his perspective, so if he's out due to being under her control, I just don't think it should be blank like it was.

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Hunters: Inferno (Original Edit)

Apr. 14th, 2008 | 12:07 am

This is the third story and direct sequel to "Stifeling Development". At the time, this was my biggest and best fighting scene. Others have definitely surpassed it.

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Hunters: Stifeling Developments (Original Edit)

Apr. 13th, 2008 | 11:59 pm

This is I believe the second in the series. Its done pretty well in my opinion, but as I am trying to redo these stories, I think this story will change dramatically. The character of Stife will be replaced by a different character and this won't be the second story in the series either. But atleast you can see how Kevin and Ace get pretty good at combat, or atleast me and combat banter.

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Hunters: Beginnings (Original Edit)

Apr. 13th, 2008 | 11:52 pm

This is the very first Hunter story. And this is probably the closet I have to an original edit. I know this is not exactly the first story I did, but its the newest/oldest I could find.

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My weekend

Apr. 13th, 2008 | 11:40 pm

Had an excellent weekend. My lovely new girlfriend *smiles* Jenn came down and stayed the weekend. We ate dinner over at Kendra and Corey's house, watched BSG. Then went home and had some fun. ^_^

Saturday we went out to the zoo and enjoyed the rain out there. Went to Nancy's for a few things. ^_^ I took her to Sakura's and she got to enjoy California rolls. We also hit Booksamillion and she suggested Song of Fire and Ice by George R. R. Martin, and I suggested the Belgariad by David Eddings. So now we both have new books to read and discuss.

Sunday was pretty lazy for us. Ate lunch, went to Heroes & Dragons and Manifest. Then just chilled for a bit before heading out to eat with Mike before she had to go home. We've decided to make Mike start running a D&D campaign, after Jenn said she'd play if we were easy on her, since she's new to it. Mike even offered places to get dice, since well, to be a gamer, you need dice. She's thinking of running an Elven Ranger. Me, probably a sorceror of types. Although from our jokes, its gonna be a fairly perverted campaign.

Beyond that, it was rather pleasant. Didn't quite expect to be in a relationship this soon, but I'm not complaining nor am I the least bit hesitant. Jenn is pretty damn close to what I want in a woman and a partner. She understands my needs about Brody and relationships in general. We just seem to have a deep connection that I haven't had but with a few people. And there's nothing scary about her or this relationships. It just works. Best way to put it. I'm not rushing or pushing. I'm just calm and serene.

I can't wait for a many of you to meet her. I know I said that about Amy, hell everyone. But that's just me. And that's just humans in general. Sometimes you have to go through bad ones to get to the good ones. This one is a good one and I really hope the last one.

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Phoenix

Apr. 9th, 2008 | 10:24 am

Life is a funny funny thing, to quote Alanis. I've been divorced for nearly two years now. I have had several relationships since then. I wouldn't say all failed. Because failure means that you shouldn't be friends, and well they are still my friends. And because failure means that you didn't learn a thing. I believe I have learned a lot, from myself, and from the ladies that I was with. I learned more about what I wanted, what I needed, and what type of person I wish to have in my life.

They say that love comes when you least expect it, or when you're not looking for it. Others say if you don't look for love, you'll miss out, and even if you love something, let it free, and if its true, it'll come back. Blah. Keith logic does not work like that.

I was looking for love, but at the same time, I wasn't, when I was on OkCupid this week. Mainly I had been just messaging people on there and having fun meeting people, trying to find friends, nothing serious. The situation with Amy had jaded me to a slight degree in which I didn't want to get close to someone because well my intensity tends to overwhelm people at times. Its a personality flaw but it's my personality flaw.

I made a test, essentially a compatibility test. Mostly just random things I could think of. I published the test, sending links to all my favorited people on OKC.

Now sometimes I would see people, favorite them, and forget to msg them. Usually busy or not enough time. Phoenix was one of these people.

She took the test, with a good score in most 80% in everything but geekiness at 67%. She wrote me with one simple msg. "I took it. :)"

I was like 'hey wait a minute....' and when I checked her out, I realized here was someone I really wanted to get to know. I don't know why, I just did. My brain was like 'DUDE..DUDE...write her...talk to her...'

And thus I did. Email to IM'ing. We stayed up very late on Thursday night talking, same on Friday. Just Im'ing away with one another. I just couldn't tear myself away from talking to her and I was like 'wow holy crap...who is this girl and why did she show up like this?'. That got even scarier when I called her Saturday night. Again, till very late at night. I loved hearing her talk.

Again we talked Sunday night. I was just very happy to talk with her. We planned to meet the following weekend.

Then I was gonna be near her due to work Monday. So I dialed her up, told her, said how about meeting, cause I really can't wait. I offered to get a room, and we talked while I worked, after I worked, and until I said 'come and meet me.'

It was a little tricky getting her there. She got lost. But was so cute about it. ^_^

She drives up in her new Amigo and I'm just stunned. I'm like 'holy crap this can't be real. She's THAT fucking beautiful. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!'

She parks and I nervously greet her. She's taller than I excepted, even with heels. I mean, for the record she put 5'8", and I'm like 6'3", but I have NO depth percerption or really know what people mean by height. God is she beautiful. Oh my lord.

I look into those eyes of her and I knew it. I'd be hooked. Nervously we enter the room. We talk, we laugh, I ask her to kiss. Heart poundingly intense and I couldn't quit kissing her. And it just got better from there. Amazing. Fantastic. Addictive. Wonderful.

I enjoyed snuggling with her. Her body just held so tightly. We talked about relationships, what we wanted, what we didn't want. We were on the same page and we just felt the same thing. I so just wanted to tell her how I felt, but I didn't want to scare her, nor did I truly know if that was really want I wanted to say. I feel it, or something very very deep. The feelings that I have only felt a few times for only 2 people come close. So I know its that atleast. I even sleepishly said it one time, and instead of jolting me awake, it made me smile and I went back to sleep, holding her in my arms.

I want this girl. This woman. This extremely wonderful creature. She moves me, she makes me smile, and she damn evilly teases me. She's god damn amazing. She's beautiful. She's insightful. She's funny. She's cute. She's mesmerizing.

I know that these are the types of things often said at the beginning of meeting someone. We all get excited and rejoice to the world 'I'VE FOUND THE AWESOMESAUCE!!' Hell, I am prone to doing so. Even if it things fizzled out between the person and I that I once shouted to the gods 'Thank you for her!', I will always do that. Hell I do that with fucking shows and shit.

But for her...for her I will do it again. For her I will rejoice and shout 'Thank you.' I am very appreciative of this opportunity. I want to see where it goes. I have a good feelings its gonna go exactly where I want it to go. This woman shares the same feelings as I do and its not mistaken and not said later on one I get too close. Its felt, its feared, its welcomed, by the two of us.

To my family and friends, I really think you will like Jennifer. After being with her yesterday, it's as though you took Julie, Meejay, Shelbi, a bit of Mommy Kris, and Mom, and rolled it in to a person. Actually once you see her in person, you'll swear she looks a bit like Mommy Kris, minus the smile (they have different smiles). She's wonderful and funny and polite and just adorable. Hopefully you'll understand when you get a chance to meet her.

As to anyone reading this from Jenn's LJ, hey! Iz be that fluffy-haired man she talks about. Hopefully a lot more soon! But still, awesome to meet you all!

And to Jenn...damn you evil tease! =)
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Wow..30 weeks...holy shit...

Jan. 27th, 2008 | 02:46 pm

Yep, its been 30 weeks since I last posted...been a lot happenign since then I guess...

But I'm not gonna go into that...

Been doing a lot of thoughts lately. This breakup with Meejay has definitely taken its toll on me. But after talking to the wonderful Shirley, I started to do better. I realized that what a lot of people were saying was true and just to ease off. So I did a bit of crying this monday, wrote a letter she'll never see, and I finally eased her out of my heart. I was doing well, until she called for Brody's birthday. I spent that day and the next day trying to figure out stuff. And then I realized on Friday that this situation is never going to change if I don't let it go. I'm always going to lament to people if I still feel this way. I'm always going to contact her and try to want to talk to her, hoping I can be her friend and more. But its not what I need in life. I need to be strong in life. I need to be able to be on my own so that when someone better comes along I can be ready for them and be happy, and not go 'you're not her.'

Well that was my idea Friday.

Saturday rolls around. I do my normal thing with brody, which is generally around his nap or so, I get on OKCupid and write matches and stuff that I find. Just to chat. Just to say hey to people with awesome profiles and the like.

So I hit this one girl up in Charlotte that had a nice profile, pretty much listed what she wanted and was looking for in a relationship, other things that jumped out as nice to know and awesome indeed to me. So I wrote her, through in my charm and wit, and waited for again no response, like I usually get.

Then hours later, I get an email from her. I thanked her and then gave her my screenname for AIM. Soon we were txting up a storm. Just something about her was just refreshing, and for once, someone made me smile in a way I hadn't done. I exchanged numbers as I had to leave for Brody's Bday party. So as I picked up the cake for his party, she called. And we talked for an hour. And I didn't want to stop, but had to because well it was my son's party after all.

Party was great. I had a great time. Flirted with the waitress a bit too much, but still Fun.

Got home, got Brody to bed, got on AIM. We went from there, then switched to phone as I laid at the trailer. We were up till 4am. It was nice to finally talk a lot with someone who understood relationships the way i like them, how to deal with romance and sex, how to just enjoy life like I do. It was very refreshing.

So she asked me when I was avail next. I told her Sunday only for now, due to work and moving people next weekend. She throw out the invitation to meet after I dropped off Brody.

Now in a few hours I will be heading out to Charlotte to meet this wonderful person who made me smile, made me blush, and reminded me that I am a decent and good man, and that I deserve happiness too. She may not be Miss Meejay, but that's okay with me. I've come to enough terms with myself on Meejay that I'm ready to let someone else into my heart. If Meejay truly was the one, well its not now. It may not be ever. ANd you know what--it fine. She's happy. Its all I ask of God--Make her happy.

Except I forgot to ask him to make me happy. I guess asking for her to be happy maybe has led me to be happy, finally, as well?

I'll let you know. ^_^

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My Heart Still Beats...sorta

Mar. 24th, 2007 | 08:26 pm

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A funny pic that always makes me laugh, thanks Gearman

Mar. 12th, 2007 | 11:29 pm

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Eric was never the same after that recent eye surgery...

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