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Sep. 12th, 2009 | 08:48 pm

Just wanted to post something. Seems if I post to Myspace, its a bad thing. And I'm just in a ranting mood.

Love, the concept, feelings, true love, connections.

Lately I've been doing a lot of thinking in this area. A lots happened. The brief of it is that I met back up with my very first gf, Amber. I pretty much pushed her out of my life 9 years ago due to just a lot shit. I didn't understand the concept of love, how to love, how to be in a relationship, any of that. I needed to grow up, and I'm not sure if I did or not. But the main thing is she came back into my life even after the horrible letter I wrote. She basically wanted to try being friends since I was her best friend and we had a great connection. And she wanted to see me happy again and to help out if she could. Turns out she had gotten married in the past 6 years, had a daughter and was doing well. Life was okay for her, despite a lot. The only thing that wasn't so good was her marriage, atleast emotionally. Some how we started to reconnect, a friend of mine offered to take me to MB, where Amber lives. She met us at the hotel we were staying in, we ended up kissing, and to this day, I will never forget that kiss. It retarded me pretty much. I couldn't see straight, I couldn't walk right. It was just overwhelming. AND EVERY KISS was like that. Well not the extent but I literally could feel her love physically, as though I was reconnecting with the other piece of my soul. NO ONE has ever done that, and the only other time I felt like that was when I kissed her the first time. I just thought then 'this is what it's like to kiss someone'.

Things didn't turn out as I would have liked. WE ended up sleeping together, despite her being married. We knew we were crossing a fine line and we took the chance. Less than a week later, he finds out. She switches from being majorly in love to me, to being in love with both of us. Shit keeps spiraling out of control, to the point, that he and I actually meet, to basically figure out what she wants, what we want, etc. I end up stepping down, being just her friend. It

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Redesigning Life

Sep. 5th, 2008 | 02:33 pm

Redesigning Life
Life's been sucking a bit lately. I've had about 4-5 job interviews now, no such luck with getting a job. Been struggling to just keep sane, helping out at the shop.

I did manage to get some work of sorts, mostly doing some website design work for a customer of the shop. So far, I think the results are good. Check it out yo:

www.alangian.com
www.beta13dglucan.org

I have 3rd website ready to post, but i have to work on redoing all the links, so i'm holding off. I also have a 4th site to work on, for the customer that actually asked for help (the other 3 are for a client of his).

So since I've been doing this and enjoying it, I've basically have decided to start possibly doing design work. Sure, its not steady. But its something that I enjoy and can lead to meeting some interesting people.

Starting Monday, I'm gonna start posting ads online and such, as well as designing a basic website for me and the shop here. Hopefully I can get some more people in. I haven't made a whole lot from the work, enough to pay rent, but not enough to actually start paying debt back to peoples.

I do need your guys' help. HALP ME JEEBUS! I'm gonna post on Monday my starting prices and such. Pimp me out yo! Pass me around to your friends! Anyone!

Basically my skills are basic, but I typically can find solutions. I only specialize in CSS and XHTML; PHP and WordPress and some of the fancier stuff is a bit beyond me. I will try, once I get a bit more established and more steady flow of customers to take classes online for it and such.

And that's about it for me.

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I give up on American TV

Jun. 13th, 2008 | 10:41 am

Was trying to find some videos for Brody to watch today (Animaniacs, good show), when there was a mini-commercial for 'Wipeout'. Watch the commercial. Now I remember a few years back watching something on Spike TV called 'MOST Xtreme Elimination Challenge', which was dubbed horrendously but was still funny nontheless. This show....its pretty much the same thing, minus the awesomely bad dubbing, and instead of dumb Japanese attempting to win, its Americans. Blah. I give up.

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Hunters: Beginnings (New Version Edit) Non Complete

May. 9th, 2008 | 12:11 am

Okay this is the NEWEST edit of the first Hunter tail. This is more of how my stories will be from now on. A bit more dialog, and more characterization. I'm also trying to introduce people off and on, instead of 'Villain of the Week' style. And this is not fully complete. It ends before the first fight takes place, which I'm currently trying to write. But its late, and I need SLEEP!

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SEX SURVEY

May. 5th, 2008 | 10:35 pm

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Hunters: Angel Song (Possible Ending)

Apr. 17th, 2008 | 10:35 pm

Since I'm posting most of my stuff here, I figured why the hell not? This is the supposed ending to the Angel Song story. Very brutal. I'm not so sure on the exact end. I don't like how it was just BAMN, but here it is.

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Hunters: Angel Song (Beginnng Part)

Apr. 17th, 2008 | 09:42 pm

I unlocked my harddrive this weekend (incase no one knew, my comp crashed and part of my drive locked itself, including all my docs and such). So I have access to all my stories (which is why i've been posting them all). So I went though my latest story which is the first part to the Angel Song story that I post the NSFW part already.

This is a good one for introductions. I go over a lot of plot elements in which Davis explains to Maryjo things. So its good for learning things.

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Hunters: Rivalry (Original Edit)

Apr. 14th, 2008 | 12:39 am

The eighth story in the series, first introduction of Chad Mirai, the 4th Hunter. I was very excited about this story and I still am. But I will be doing a lot of character introduction before major plot lines. So Chad will be known before this. Also, this had to have been my favorite fight scene, just for the fact that Kevin is so nonchalantly ordering food, and that the cashier is not even worried about the powers being used infront of her. I never really thought to explain that out. Probably just Hype changing her memories (which is a constant thing with him).

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Hunters: Petals in Time (Original Edit)

Apr. 14th, 2008 | 12:32 am

This is the seventh story, and direct sequel to Junk of the Heart. This story is definitely not making it in the new edit. As much as I like writing it, its just not what I want. And I also have a much better use for the character Chronos. He'll be made into a Gen4 who basically has a mental handicap, and they've had to put on life support. Once Delilah gets severely mentally injured by Kevin, the Company will do something to make these two work to effectively create a major training system that essentially allows one to enter a small chamber and be in a pocket universe where time moves much quicker than the outside and allows for massive boosts in powers. But till then...

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Hunters: Junk of the Heart (Original Kevin Duval Edit)

Apr. 14th, 2008 | 12:29 am

The sixth story, but oddly enough, not mine. I had asked Kevin to write me a story, and he did. This is how Kat became a Hunter. When I do the reedit, some of the elements will be used but not everything. I intend in the new edit that Kat gradually figures out she has powers and that the guys have been using her to learn how to fight, and will join them on her own (much like she does in the next story).

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